Sunday, August 19, 2007

....nothing to say today...

So, basically I'm gunna write what's on my mind, today. And that's not a lot, but is still important to me so I'm still going to say it. XD

I had a hard time sleeping, again, so I listened to my iPod for the 3rd night in a row (Music helps me fall asleep >.<), and so I kept waking up at the good songs. I had the biggest urge to stay up all night, but I knew that if I did that then people would be kicking my ass and telling me "CHELSEA GO TO SLEEP" (Cough Ricci, Sir Lordy, Jen) xD. But I still had the oddest dream last night. It was like swimming bird-monkies that shot out bubblegum from their butts... yeah -*rubs head and looks confused*- I was laughing in my sleep.

Moving along- I decided I hate HL- with a VERY strong passion. I hate people who don't know what I'm talking about either. I mean, HL is great and everything, I go on just for a handful of friends because that's the only way I talk to them, but notherless I also get ignored too much. I hate being ignored.

I was also called annoying by some spammer who's like... a year older than me *cough bitch faced loser cough*. I hate HER, too.

I hate people who snap at me when I'm trying to say sorry, so I'm just going to tell them to kiss my ass next time they talk to me- or give them the cold shoulder. GRR.

It Really Sucks Only Being here for a few people It makes me seem as if I'm not important to anyone, like the entire Europe trip. Even though I wasn't online much, the people that I did IM when I was allowed on were my comfort at making sure I WAS important, seeing as basically everyone on the trip ignored me.

Another point to make is that I'm SICK and TIRED of being casted down by people. Hatred and War will only kill everyone in the world rather than Peace and Love. I have an avatar that says "Love takes more courage than hate" and I totally agree with that. Yes, think I'm some love peace-girl. All fine with me.

Yet another point to make is that I found yet ANOTHER guy I like- and from a band- and its an oldies band but the kids like 16. Ever hear of Van Halen? XD.

Yup, I love the new bassist (I find him so FREAKING hot). He's only a year older than me, not even a year (he was born in march of 1991 xD). Wolfgang Van Halen, Eddie Van Halen's son, is kinda my new crush- and I can't choose between him or my original guy (TRE COOL!) >.<;.

I feel oddly ignored today, seeing as only two people actually talked to me on YIM today, and one in somewhat owls- and I think I'm sick again >.<;.Oh well- I'm done bitching for the day.


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Laterz.