Random Bullcrap.

I can't even explain how I feel right now.. it's like.. I'm lost, but I'm here, but I can't be found. My mind went into a never-ending "shuffle". I mean, I don't even remember some of the stuff I did. Today. I'm really out of it. But I bet you 10k you don't give a fuck. So I'm not going to tell 'you'..

unless you decide to keep reading.

which you either will or stop after this one.




I think my life went around in a circle and looped back to the time when I was younger and didn't like school. No, I love 10th grade, but it's the fact that no one's there to listen. When I open my mouth and talk, my so called "friends" just listen for a moment, then talk to each other, making me feel like a complete peice of fucking shit. I found this on http://www.getamused.com:

A - Z of Friendship
A Friend...
(A)ccepts you as you are
(B)elieves in "you"
(c)alls you just to say "HI"
(D)oesn't give up on you
(E)nvisions the whole of you (even the unfinished parts)
(F)orgives your mistakes
(G)ives unconditionally
(H)elps you
(I)nvites you over
(J)ust "be" with you
(K)eeps you close at heart
(L)oves you for who you are
(M)akes a difference in your life
(N)ever Judges
(O)ffers support
(P)icks you up
(Q)uiets your fears
(R)aises your spirits
(S)ays nice things about you
(T)ells you the truth when you need to hear it
(U)nderstands you
(V)alues you
(W)alks beside you
(X)-plain things you don't understand
(Y)ells when you won't listen and
(Z)aps you back to reality

Now, I don't know about YOU people, but I'm a LOT of those things, and when I read that, I think of certain people from around the world that I love to freaking death and hardly talk to them anymore (why should I even say that.. you DONT read it. Hope you do...)

So if you had the time to read through all of that- at least answer ONE question for me:
Why the FUCK do you love ME?

Have a nice day, and maybe week.